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Post by James Sirius Potter on Sept 7, 2008 18:47:17 GMT -5
James Sirius Potter was wandering the castle as usual. He was bored, tired, and had a lot on his mind. He found himself on the seventh floor, so he made his way up to North Tower. This was where he went when he wanted to cool off. All the stress of the competition was getting to him. He wanted to win this for the glory and fame and stuff. He hadn't thought of the consequences. Now that he thought about it, he probably should have talked to Lily or maybe Albus about it.
He made his way up the spiraling staircase to the top of the tower. He entered it and went over to the window. He leaned against the side of the window and looked down at the grounds. Everyone was having a great life, and here he was, with the stress of the tournament on his shoulders. He had to win for his school. Everyone was expecting it from him. This was way too much, definetley not what he intended.
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Post by Rose Wealsey on Sept 8, 2008 8:46:24 GMT -5
Rosie was walking the halls it was clearly empty but few students here and there as she went. She moved through each floor her mind full of her thoughts. How was she meant to, explain her seeing Malfoy to her parents? If lily would keep quiet about whom she was seeing? What was she meant to do worry about the torment or let the worries slide? Once she did reach, the seventh corridor she was too much in her thoughts to notice her cousin. Walking straight ahead, tills he did hear a thump, thank fully she didn’t fall. But this did break her from her thoughts, “James? Am I getting normal James or I’m king of the world James” Rosie added looking up, and then soon mumbling an apology she hated feeling clumsy.
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Post by James Sirius Potter on Sept 9, 2008 14:50:05 GMT -5
James heard someone coming up the tower. He turned his head and saw his cousin Rose Weasley. She was a fifth year, younger than him. They hadn't ever really been close. She had always thought he thought he was king of everything, which he did. He would never admit it though, he thought he was a bit full of himself sometimes. "It depends, which James do you want."He said softly, turning back around to look out the window again. He didn't want to have to deal with Rose yelling and getting mad at him for who he was. He couldn't help it. He was who people expected him to be. That was who he was. But now he was rethinking it.
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Post by Rose Wealsey on Sept 13, 2008 4:37:19 GMT -5
James was not acting his normal self not that she minded it was him, as much as it bugged her. Sure she could hate it just James was James, “Look here something is wrong. I can tell sure your tad full of yourself but this is hardly. James good mood behaviour” Rosie added sure, he bugged her but he was a cousin not an enemy. “If you don’t spill I curse it out of you” Rosie added, she would not if she could. But everyone in the family was hard head you had to, use other ways at times. Not like the spell would kill him just make him speak the truth.
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Post by James Sirius Potter on Sept 13, 2008 11:10:47 GMT -5
James looked over at her. "How would you know James good mood behavior. Whenever your around I'm always in a bad mood because you hate me."He said, turning his head back to the window. He snorted when she said she would curse it out of him. "You may hate me, but you would never do that. What do you care anyway." He said, closing his eyes. He rememberd how upset Lily had been when he entered, and how he had promised her everything would be alright. He convinced her, but couldn't convince himself. He knew this was what he wanted to do, but still he was unsure.
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Post by Rose Wealsey on Sept 13, 2008 11:19:24 GMT -5
“Idon’t hate you James” Rosie added “I never hated or will unless you murdered my family I’m kidding, just you bug me at times, like Hugo bugs me I don’t hate him” Rosie added sometimes she got pissed of easily just she had a bad temper. “How you got, I hate you. If I hated I’ left alone by now. And not I would not have asked if you were okay” Rosie added rolling her eyes sometimes James really didn’t get her.
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Post by James Sirius Potter on Sept 21, 2008 18:00:20 GMT -5
"Yeah, you don't hate me just like I don't hate Slytherins."He said, rolling his eyes. He knew she didn't hate him with a burning passion, just a little loathing. "That is true."He said. She would have left by now if she didn't care. He knew she would keep bugging him until he told her if she really cared about him. "Just, life."He said. He never really knew how to put his problems into words. And when he did find the right words, they just kept coming. He couldn't stop them. It was like a desease. When he found the right way to tell someone, all his problems came spilling out.
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Post by Rose Wealsey on Sept 22, 2008 3:54:59 GMT -5
“James I’m not my father, and I spend more time with Slytherin’s then you do Remember Al” Rose added this really did show James didn’t know her that well. But she also couldn’t say she was dating a Slytherin which did bug her. Sure, she wanted to tell but the other party didn’t. “James, what in life because clearly this is not enough, please say. Also for one you can’t just build it up. I could this just life and not be fully honest. And you know i ask and ask and ask. You may as well open up cous.” Rose added she wasn’t easily sawed which was a problem.
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Post by James Sirius Potter on Sept 26, 2008 16:45:21 GMT -5
James sighed. He knew she would keep pestering him, and he didn't want that. "It's just this whole contest thing. Its great and all, but there is so much to do. Everyone expects so much of you. I want it really bad, but part of me doesn't. Its...complicated."He said, letting out another sigh. He shook his head, as if trying to shake the thoughts out of it. He wanted his normal life back, but he also wanted eternal glory and all the praises that came with winning.
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Post by Rose Wealsey on Sept 27, 2008 7:48:29 GMT -5
“Look James, you do fine but still you chose to enter. It wasn’t like Uncle Harry, but seriously if it’s getting you don’t hide it okay” Rose added she knew, that he knew she would pester until she got an answer. Which meant he knew what she was like, but sometimes she was closer to others but that was how people acted more then houses. “James do you best, and you do fine your not an idiot none in this family has no brains” Rose added with a small smile.
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Post by James Sirius Potter on Oct 4, 2008 10:18:12 GMT -5
"I know it was my choice. I want to be chosen, but I don't want to hurt anyone. Like Lily, she will be devastated if anything happens to me. And my mum, I don't even think she knows I've entered. What will she think if all of a sudden she gets an owl saying I've died in the tournament. I should have thought this through more. Think of all the people I'm going to disappoint." He said sadly. He closed his eyes, hung his head, and shook it. He wanted all these thoughts to be gone. He didn't want this burden any longer. He wanted it all to be over.
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Post by Rose Wealsey on Oct 4, 2008 10:29:11 GMT -5
“Look, here. It will hurt them but if you went by what they waned. Would you have entered then?” Rose added she knew it be bad if he did get chosen. “You entered because you wanted to, and it dangerous but it is your chose. But everyone is dying day by day. But you shouldn’t think about dying, but think about living through it if you picked. For one if aunt Ginny even Lils thinks your scared and them being scared will not be a good thing” Rose added it would be hard the tasks but they had to be done.
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